A Series of Awakening Stories…


As mass Human consciousness find themselves now naturally awakening, IAM inspired to re-publish the true Awakening stories of my Divine friends and I, written and published a few years back.


When you realise what the hell is going on… you can relax, observe and allow this natural transmutation of yourself and your life… and save yourself from entering the depths of Human despair and hopelessness.

Each weekend IAM re-publishing each Awakening story with links at the bottom of the page to download our 3 part series of True Awakening Experiences, free e-books to enjoy some great Divine reading!


Introduction to Awakening

Based on my own long Awakening Experience and the Awakening of my sacred friends, the teachings of Adamus from The Crimson Circle and the research of Heather Carlini in particular, I have written the following words in the hope that it helps you to understand what is happening now; allowing your fears and pains to come home to you peacefully and with acceptance and the conscious breath, realise your heart and soul’s desire.


One heart at a time, people are naturally Awakening after a long and hard Human experience. You are remembering that you are so much more than your physical Human body, mind and the five senses you use. You know that this Awakening is part of a natural cycle that at times you think you are going nowhere, even backwards but you trust the Divine part of you has everything perfectly worked out.


You are part of a grand natural Awakening of Humankind, part of an expanded cosmic happening. The integration of your Humanness and your Divineness, allowing the full blossoming and Enlightenment of you…  the DivineHumanBeing to come together and consciously live on Earth as a Sovereign and Magnificent Being; a Living Ascended Master and Creator.


Shutting down the contact with your soul to fully experience your Humanness

You may remember a time in your childhood crying, feeling misunderstood and being alone in your bedroom and maybe at the same time seeing, hearing or feeling a presence, a light, an angelic song or a deep knowing that everything was just fine. At some stage during your childhood, like so many others, you chose to shut down the communication with your soul and spiritual essence to allow yourself freedom to fully experience your Humanness and the world of duality. 


It was too early to come out and tell your parents and the world of your true and magical magnificence; they wouldn’t of understood back then… but you somehow found the courage to get on with your life, grow up and move away from the family home and begin your own life. Seeking your FREEDOM. Living and experiencing life, focusing on your work, children, relationship, hobby… Learning about LOVE and PAIN…


First Stage of Awakening… Your call to attention

At the most perfect time, your soul creates the most perfect situation to get your human attention. Your children leave the family nest, your relationship becomes tiring, you feel agitated, empty and feel you are missing out on something. Other people’s drama and negative behaviour becomes too overwhelming for you, you feel trapped, you feel curious as to what else is out there, you have questions about life. 


A book, a movie, a person suddenly catches your attention and uplifts you. You lose your career or someone close. You have a serious accident or a dis-ease of the body, mind & spirit.


Second Stage of Awakening… Dismantling your life

Bit by bit your old life falls away, you lose your job, relationships, friends, family. Your old ways of thinking, believing and doing all come up to be questioned. Your fears come into question. You re-evaluate your whole life and what you all about.

This stage can be quite traumatic if you don’t understand what is happening and only fight life instead of trusting yourself. Think of it as a test from your soul, to find out if you are ready to integrate your Humanness and Divineness now, here on EARTH. Bringing together you Body, Mind & Spirit.

Allow yourself to resonate with this natural stage of your Awakening, consciously breathe, accept and flow with life. Trust it is all going to be OK, no matter what situation you gave yourself to experience.


Third Stage of Awakening… Glimpses of Clarity and releasing Human desperation

You become interested in different things, nature, creative pursuits, beauty, yourself. You attract different friends, jobs and find a new way talking with your family. You start FEELING a deep love for yourself and life, you take time out for yourself, come up for yourself. You realise that what you have been searching for… LOVE, FREEDOM, JOY… is right there within YOU. 

You connect with your sixth FEELING sense. An innate intuitive communication between your Divineness and Humanness. You see the fog lifting and allow yourself to connect with non-physical beings. Only then to become distracted from this new clarity about yourself, about life. Life throws at you worries about a project, fears of change, a body that doesn’t want to work, pain, having no money, having no friends, being alone. 

It is essential that you understand that these are all your old doubts and aspects of your past, coming up and back home to you. All they want is to be accepted, loved and released. It is all part of the integration of ALL OF YOU.


Fourth Stage of Awakening… Quiet Time and Potentialising

Consciously breathing in acceptance, of being in a place of fun, creativeness, laughter and joy in the present moment. Accepting your mind games and allowing yourself to go beyond the limited mind and physical dual world. Allowing the distractions and doubts that continue to come home to you, to integrate… becoming ONE WITH YOU.

You know that you always have a choice… You trust your mind to give you all the answers you need. Trust your body to take care of itself. Trust your soul and spiritual essence to bring you fully into the integration of your DivineHuman Enlightenment or Ascension.

You allow yourself to flow with New Energy Consciousness, living in a new and harmonious way… Your Way. Allowing yourself to bring your heart’s desire, dream and potential into the physical reality.


Trusting… Your physical Human body to take its own time to transform from Carbon Based to Crystalline Based

You realise, after years of allowing and integrating the depth and magnitude of All of Yourself,  it takes your unique physical body/mind as long as it needs to physically transmute from the carbon based Human to the crystalline DivineHuman.


You learn the art of being present… patience, enjoying each moment experiencing the blossoming of your 6 senses and the release of all your old fears and yesterdays as they detox & transform. You realise the more you fall back ,into doubt and judgement your body/mind system plays up and lets you know!


You realise how your light codes naturally upgrade and if fear is present it will be confronted… feeling it in your physical body and causing uncomfortable moments.


AND then you remember to breathe in the fear, the uncomfortableness and trust this most natural process… knowing all is well and everything will pass… AND you find yourself living life as a celebration as Your Magnificent Self.


Affects and Changes of the Awakening Earth and the Human Being

The Earth and Humankind are all part of a Natural Shift of Consciousness that is occurring now. Our solar system finds itself surrounded by a higher vibrational energy; a new energy that we have called forth in our declaration for no more fear, greed and power-mongering. It is an energy that resonates with LOVE. Love that Humans have learned to FEEL here on Earth. A love that creates DivineHumanBeings, allowing them to live in a peaceful and harmonious surrounding on Earth. This new energy, of intense light actually affects the magnetic make-up of our whole solar system. Creating intense magnetic storms on our sun, where strong solar flares reach the Earths orbit and interfere with the magnetics within the Earth and the Human Being.


The Human body contains millions of tiny magnetic particles that interconnect through Human antennas to the Earth’s magnetic field, enabling the Human to receive and transmit consciousness which influence the physical body and all its internal systems.


The interference of the magnetic field is causing a cleansing effect on Earth, physical shifting and shaking the earth and her inhabitants, creating unusual weather patterns and within the Human Being; cleansing people from all their fears and yesterdays. It is actually the most beautiful gift that we can receive. 

Intense light to naturally awaken our consciousness, changing our DNA and crystalising our molecules. Our inner light, our being is being ignited anew, clearing our body of past debris, burning away everything that no longer serves us, leaving nothing but pure love and passion within each Human Being and the Earth.


During this shift in consciousness… our Awakening is affecting our mental, emotional and physical bodies, pulling us all ways and putting us through some uncomfortable and painful times. Not only are we integrating and releasing all our own past life patterns and karma that no longer serves us, but that of all our ancestors that have lived before us. Our Body Consciousness; Body, Mind and Spirit is finding a new balance.


It is most important neither to fight nor to give in, but to trust that everything is all so perfect. This is our journey that we have chosen to live now so lets enjoy the ride and allow our Embodied Ascension to happen quite naturally.


As I like to say, bring it on! IAM ready!


Awakening Symptoms


Aches and pains in the joints, especially neck, shoulders and back, heat sensations beyond the menopause, feeling hot and cold, feeling dizzy and shaky, vertigo, ringing in the ears, nauseous, itchy skin, red patchy skin especially the face, exhaustion and feeling tired, waking up a lot, headaches and migraine, stomach aches and indigestion, no appetite, extremes of diarrhea and constipation, eating a lot, heart palpitations, irregular heartbeat


Crying, deep sadness, confused, nervousness, passionless


Anxious, intense dreaming, loneliness, not thinking straight, losing words, depressed


My suggestions for more comfort

Consciously breathing in the new energy, especially in painful areas, 10 mins. a day, healthy daily eating of protein, good fats, lots of fruit and veg,
drink plenty of fresh water, moderate use of caffeine, coffee, tea and alcohol, positive and loving self talk, soaking the body in Epsom salts and lavender oil, walking in nature or some form of gentle exercise you enjoy 20 mins a day, sleep a lot… napping through the day if possible, trust yourself… even when doubt tries to creep into your mind


My Awakening Story… By Barbara Franken

Divine and Human selves discovering one another!


It wasn’t a conscious decision that I made, to close down when I was about 7 years old, but my soul thought it an appropriate time to dive fully into my Human experience. I didn’t go quietly though, I cried every night for months, worrying everyone, as they didn’t understand what was happening and couldn’t comfort me, to tell me that everything was going to be OK… that I would awaken at an appropriate time if I chose too. My eyesight had began to deteriorate, I wasn’t able to see the black board at school so well anymore and had to wear horrible glasses. I experienced many sore throats, eventually having to leave my home and go into hospital to have my tonsils out. I remember these traumatic experiences so well. 

Physically, Mentally and Emotionally I was a mess and not understanding the significance, took them all into my Human experience. I felt lost, abandoned and unimportant. I cried a lot to get attention from others. I became a rebellious teenager and acted without care and attention for myself, having now forgotten who I truly was and where I had come from.


Around the age of seventeen, I began to feel this drive to leave my home country, to leave all that I knew and go out and explore unknown territories, meet new people, experience different truths and to find out who I truly was. I arranged to work in a hotel in Switzerland from the age of 18. I packed all my possessions, said goodbye to my family and never looked back.


For a few years I moved around Europe, working and having fun with a variety of different people, eventually making my home in Amsterdam, Holland with my first husband, pets and working a nine to five job. I experienced a secure married life for about 4 years, but it wasn’t for me. I craved freedom to explore more of life. I eventually found the courage to leave (it was 1987/8, the Harmonic Convergence, a time that the Earth and her inhabitants were beginning to naturally awaken, remembering where they had come from). I wanted my ex-husband to be able to find someone who would give him a family he wanted and for me to continue my search for a freedom that I so longed for.


Looking back this was my soul’s way of calling me to attention, it was time to start opening my eyes to who I truly was. I had a good job at an International Company in Holland and enjoyed my working experience and living on my own. One of my neighbours was an older lady who took me under her wing and introduced me to the writings of Kristnamurti, very deep books that inspired me to ponder.


At my work a handsome gentleman had caught my eye, he had recently joined the company, working in the finance department. It didn’t take me too long to pluck up the courage to ask him if he wanted to take Ballroom and Latin dancing lessons with me. Tom said YES and we have never looked back on our relationship… this year, 2019 we celebrating 30 years together.


Funnily enough Tom had collected many books of Kristnamurti too, which we enjoyed reading together, having many in-depth discussions that went on into the early mornings, bonding us together deeply in ways I find hard to explain. During one of our first family birthday party’s I was given an English book, Out On A Limb by Shirley Maclaine. It literally blew my mind and world wide open and inspired me to explore deeper into myself and life and, as the saying goes, when the student is ready the teacher will appear. Peter, my spiritual teacher appeared and for the next 5 years I chose to let him help me explore the depths of myself… after all Kristnamurti had said You are the World.


I learned how to feel with my heart, feeling into each moment what I liked and what was good for me; instead of relying on what other people thought was good for me and expected of me. My self-awareness expanded, I got to know myself, you could say I fell in love with myself, I trusted myself and I became important, extraordinary and magnificent.


A new world was opening up for me and slowly but surely my old life… feelings, beliefs, relationships with family and friends fell away and I began to see things in a whole different light. I was not only feeling and sensing… what was important for me to experience, but I understood that I was part of something much bigger. I understood that there was truly no separation from what was out there and within me.

My outer world mirrored my inner world and this helped me make sense of myself. I became deeply excited about exploring a newfound multi-dimensional world that I was a part of. I discovered I was so much more than my physical Human body and mind… I had a soul and spiritual essence that was part of me and connected to ALL… Source… Love.

IAM everything, IAM my unique magnificent self… IAM YOU and YOU ARE ME. We are all just separate in different bodies for a while enjoying unique and individual Human experiences.


I began to enjoy walking in nature, feeling and seeing the beauty around me. I connected with it all. I began to paint and write. I changed my work and found different friends with whom I could discuss my new found awareness. I could no longer just talk about the weather, the mundane reality and drama that continued to happen in peoples life’s. 

I became less materialistic and more focused on expanding into a world beyond our known physical reality… to SOURCE itself. I no longer had a need to search for more… as it was ALL right here in the now moment, within me. I was consciously breathing, living and allowing life to unfold naturally, even the unpleasant things in life. I was understanding everything is all part and parcel of my experience, showing me, teaching me to accept ALL, and allowing all my traumatised, unloved and frightened parts of me to come back home to me and integrate as one.


We arranged for Tom to retire early and we made our move to live in Southern Spain. We wanted to leave the dreary weather and hectic life in Holland and settle into a quieter and warmer climate to experience peace, fun and find out what we were truly passionate about and enjoyed. 

The quietness enabled me to go deeper into myself and allowed me to connect with 9 New Elemental Beings. All aspects of myself that shared wise insights over 7 years, to help me integrate, expand my Body Consciousness (Mind, Body and Spirit) and bring in New Potential to be able to live a life of celebration as my Magnificent Self.


It wasn’t all quietness though, in fact we both experienced a lot of distraction and confrontation with people and situations around us; giving us another opportunity to face our fears and traumas that had been waiting patiently for release. It was time for everything that no longer served me to come up, be noticed, accepted and released. I was again moving into a new space that I liked and resonated with and had friends and family around me that I could relax and enjoy fun and laughter with.


My Body Consciousness was coming into a new balance as I allowed myself to live my passion and create my dream; exploring new horizons in the New Energy Consciousness. I felt lighter and wiser, loving and trusting myself completely. Of course I still experienced distraction and doubts came up, but were no longer so loud or big. I took myself out into nature and breathed, consciously breathing, looking at my doubts; knowing they were all parts of myself, coming home to be welcomed, loved and to be one with ALL of me.


I live gracefully and at ease with my magnificent self and as my doubts calm, I know that my trust in ALL THAT IAM encourages the natural process of manifesting and creating my life. My passion and heart’s desire welcomes in new potential that allows the appropriate energy to come in and give birth to my grandest dream for myself and mankind.


Yes I have a grand dream… One heart at a time, humanity is naturally awakening to the truth of their own magnificence, remembering they come from and are a source of love. I stand among you all, here and now, firmly balanced, radiating my love and joy into the world knowing that everything is perfectly well.


Barbara Franken… Creative Visionary & Master Creator
Inspiring New Energy Consciousness & Multi-Dimensional Living


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True Awakening Experiences Part I ©2014
True Awakening Experiences… Part II ©2016
True Awakening Experiences… Part III ©2018
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