I Talk about the Fear of Death… Because I Love You

I spiralled down into a vacuum of misery and all I could do was retreat to a quiet place to feel into this strange attack on my normal happy being. I felt cold and powerless and everything in life seemed hopeless, not only for myself but especially for all the ones who now find themselves in the depths of disease, depression and despair and on the verge of death. I felt like a victim, but deep down I knew this not to be true and I realised I was only feeling the energy of FEAR. I had allowed fear to enter my very being, crippling me into feeling powerless. I knew I had to consciously breathe through this feeling, embrace it, allow it to express itself so that I could understand and allow this energy to flow through me for release. This is indeed what I did and I thankfully recovered with a little more insight into the whole concept of fear, especially at the time of death and how it paralyses and suffocates us.

There is a lot to be said about becoming unwell and old, and the suffering and pain that seems to accompany it… AND how as a society we FEAR death. We spend our whole life trying to keep it away, but the inevitable comes to us at some time and all we feel is the paralysing and suffocating FEAR… many times… in its manifested form… PAIN.

Through your own experience, can you also see how our fear (based on our society’s past experience) actually creates it in our own experience?

What is it that we are so afraid of? Is it fear of the unknown and where we’ll go? How much we’ll suffer? or What we’ll lose? Is it not possible for each one of us to let go of being a victim of our circumstance and powerlessness and the belief that only another (doctor, teacher, parent) knows the answer of how we can best live, grow and die? Can we not instead, rise above playing the old Human ways of losers and winners and connect with our natural powerful beingness, the MasterCreator we all naturally are, understand the great shift of consciousness that is happening now on Earth to help us all release our struggle, hurt and fear and be able to create our life as we have always dreamed of?

From an Empowered Natural State of Being we can connect with the unknown place from where we all came from; call it home and know that we will return there (no matter our religious or spiritual beliefs). We can trust that everything that happens to us is a opportunity to truly understand ourself and release everything that no longer serves us. We can understand that physical dis-ease doesn’t have to be painful and that it is the thought/belief/fear behind our condition that we project onto it. Instead we can use our condition to become aware of our darkest thoughts/beliefs/fears, embrace them and allow for their release.

There is no need to suffer and be in pain at any time in our life. It is all about choosing to own our Magnificent and All Powerful self and take our illness, our depression and disease as an opportunity to delve into the wholeness of ourself and find our own answers of living an empowered life as Your Magnificent Self. But do we dare trust ourself? Do we want to experience the release of our condition and be free to move on to experience life as we choose?

I came across a very powerful conference last week that repeats my own knowingness on one of our greatest dis-eases. Cancer. Many scientists and doctors came together to share the NEW truth about cancer. They are telling us how our western doctors only use old and harmful ways of healing… (radiation, chemotherapy, hormone therapy), which actually don’t heal the root cause of our dis-ease of Body and Mind and only fill their pockets. Instead they are helping us holistically, helping us be responsible for what we put into our body, what we think and believe about ourselves and the choice we make in each moment of our life.

We are living in NEW times, Humankind is awakening out of a victim way of living to an empowered way of living… AND Loving Yourself first is the first step of creating a magnificent life for yourself.

Barbara Franken… Creative Visionary & MasterCreator
Inspiring New Energy Consciousness



I published my book Your Magnificent Self… A Journey to Freedom to share my journey awakening and integrating All of myself and be able to create a life of celebration as my Magnificent Self. Inspiring others to resonate with their own magnificence and remember their own natural state of being.  Available Amazon and Apple




For hearts who are ready to commit to and live their own life as a celebration… I created my local and online Five Week MasterCreator Class. Taking the leading role on Life’s stage as Your Magnificent Self through Dance, Song, Play, Art, Relaxation & Celebration. You can sign up on my website for the Online MasterCreator Class… www.memymagnificentself.com  The next Local MasterCreator Class will take place in May 2017 at Liisa’s StudioMindBody in Fuengirola.